&. i wna be yr silly ger

2007-11-16T17:41:00.000-08:00

&` yeahs, i'm real real sorry.
Forgive me please.
Boy, i hope you understand

&` woo guys, i'm back.
Sweeeeet return[:
actually i'm back on wednesday, but due to my illness.
unable to use comp.
Jus now went to the doctor, and he said i got wad upper respiratory system infection.
i wonder what's that?._.
hahaas.
Anywaes, the place that i went to is sooooo damn not fun luhs.
so borning.
&` the suey thing is. i came back and i'm SICK[:
YEAHS, SICK.
But i'm kinda happie luhs.
at least peepos still rmb that i'm back [:
received 117 'welcome' back msqq .
WOOO[: DARLINGS. THANK YOOOS <3>*extremely big huggs*
hahaas.
now still feel veh veh terrible.
HEADACHES._.
hahaas. &` yue dao-ed me.
she did not reply my sms]:
ie wonder wad happen?
but nbms luhs.
Did nothing this two daes except SLEEPING [:
&` i dun feel any beta after sleeping.
jus feel that my throat is SORE-er.
and my nose is like more blocked?
HEHES. &` audi the story mode is SILLY luhs.
Ahhs, my right ear is like OHMYgawd. i cant hear anything T-T
i'm going deaf right? ._.
But anywaes, HOPE that i can recover real real SOON [:
&` &` Any one wna go out?
Kinda sian now ohs.
And yeahs,
I got the subject combi result luhs.
I Kinda got into B1, which is Chemistry and Physics, Core geog &` elect lit.
Yeahs, &` siying got into it tooo:D
the worse is, DONOVAN and JACK, they got into this too ]:
DAMMIT man. T-T
Ahhhs, my voice's so damn weird.
PEEPOS pls dun call me. arbo i will hang yr call T-T
&` now on msn. sumone hacked into jack's msn.
HAHAS. NICE ONE BOY [:

2007-11-08T17:44:00.000-08:00

Won't you come back to me?
I miss you so

so sian. jus came back from tuition.
&. yepp. tired [:
jus changed the song.
not changed luhs.
jus that the imeem one bcm 30sec nia.
then i go iwebmusic lorhs.
&. bbq dao-ed me.
ie morning msqq him. he no reply derhs.
i'm hating him luhs .
ie think that pic on top nice [:
hahaas. so sian.
Well, i jus cant believe that donovan's married in maple.
like omgawd? he's married?
._.''
&. i kinda feel like wee wee di changed alot.
So, don't really wna him as my di luhs.
hope he can understand :D
well, friends barhs. not that close luhs[:
kaes luhs. i go audi.
left 5k lvl luhs.
but my licence= night mare<3
anyywaes. TAS~

2007-11-07T13:08:00.000-08:00

urhs. just came out from audi <3
ytd night kinda chat with didi. yeps, everything's alright.
But didi, ie really dun wna ue get hurt luhs.
even if ue sae onli play play.
but, even if u sae play play, and forced out a smile, you're only lying to urself.
You're not happy. never EVER.
So, be wise, every decision, every choice you make [:
&. her attitude sucks luhs. Got a feeling she's lying.
hahaas. but neverminds luhs. But ytd night ue funni hor.
Malaysia de president is MATONG[:
btw, who can tell me the difference between lawrence & a piqq ?
a piqq is so much cute-er right? awwwws ><''
den den. was sian so went chowy's blog and took sum of ur quiz again [:
she wun mind xD

THERE :

Have you ever . . . . ?
[x] Gotten detention { plenty }
[x] Gotten your phone/mp3 player taken away { &. yeahs. i got my phone threw outa the class too }
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test. { oh nono, i'm a GOODgurl(: }
Total= 3
[x] Gotten late to a class more than10 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it. { sleeping at home ROCKS }
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class. { &. felt damn pai sehs. }
Total so far= 8
[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get youout of school. { yepp(: }
[x] Text people during class. { like duh. that's y my phone got threw out ): }
[x] passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room. { ahhs, i miss p6): }
[x] Laughed at the teacher { behind her back? }
Total so far= 13
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga , etc. on the computer at school. { hahhs. }
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod cd , etc during class. { chen yi qing's class ROCKS }
Total so far= 17
[x] Threw something at the teacher. { in my dreams, YES(: }
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission. { duh. go my locker take books }
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class { ue mean class test? }
[x] Ate food during class { homeEC lesson(: }
Total so far= 21
[x] Gotten a call home { mr chua T-T }
[x] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking { like DUH! }
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total so far= 27
[x] Forged your parents signature
[ ] Made out in school
[x] Slept in class { zZz }
[x] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework
Tota l so far: 31

Total =
31multiply by 3
31x3=93
i screwed up 93% of my life!

THERE's ANOTHER :

First put a 016.....

Here's your new digits;

1st number, put what you are
1- gay
2- taken
3- single and what ever happens,happens
4 - single and taken
5- happily taken and love that person
6- single but like someone
7- taken and confused
8- single and like someone, but can't have them
9- just see what happens
0- single confused the fcuk of

2nd number, put your current Mood
1- Nervous
2- Bored
3- Confused
4- Just fine
5- SADDDD
6- Hyper
7- Sleepy
8- Angry
9- Tired
0- Happy

3rd number is The color of your shirt
1- Black
2- Pink
3- Red
4- Orange
5- Blue
6- Green
7- Yellow
8- White/Gray/brown
9- Camo
0- none

4th Number is the month you wereborn in
1- Jan. or Feb.
2- March
3- april
4- May
5- Jun. or Jul
6- Aug.
7- Sep.
8- Oct.
9- Nov.
0- Dec.

5th Number is your Favorite Color
1- Black
2- White
3- Pink
4- Blue
5- Green
6- Red
7- Orange
8- Yellow
9- Purple
0- All

Next Number is your favorite sport
1- Soccer
2- Basketball
3- Swimming
4- basketball/soccer
5- Rodeo
6- Volleyball
7- Baseball/softball
8- Track
9- Dance
0- Other

Last number is your Sign
1- Aries
2- Virgo
3- Sagittarius
4- Leo
5- Cancer or Capricorn
6- Taurus
7- Libra
8- Aquarius
9- Gemini
0- Scorpio or Pisces

my number is ;; o164513901 [:
kina lame . but well, there's nth ie can do wad :D

TAs ~ .
it's AUDI time <3

2007-11-06T20:54:00.000-08:00

Was kinda sian after the QUARREL with those two luhs.
then quarrel with didi. &&. kinda disown him luhs.
Fine luhs. dowan heed my advice. when ue get hurt. dun come to me.
thhen found these quizzes at chowy's blog <3
was sian so try lorhs :D

Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy. { look at my roomDEAR (: }
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[x] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me. { how bright ? }
[ ] I hate black. { black is LOVE <3>
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week. { ain't dhhat rich [: }
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.{ You are 40% girly. }

Boyish
[ ] I wear baggy pants. { noooooooooooooo way }
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc. {sort of [: }
[ ] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores. { who likes them ? }
[ ] I don't like shopping. { weeeeeee }
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty. { eeeww ? }
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.{ You are 40% boyish. }

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket. { omgawdd }
[ ] I enjoy studying. { ... }
[ ] I wear glasses. { too bad. mine's contact [: }
[ ] I'm a straight-A student. { in my dreams [: }
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science. { OMG? }
[ ] I enjoy reading books. { comicYES . bookNO }
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time.
[ ] I correct people with their grammar.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.{ You are 0% nerdy. }

Emo
[x] I love the color black. { black is LOVE <3 }
[x] I always sit at the corner. { make sure it's a wulu wulu de }
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes. { that considered emo? }
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life. { yepp. dun bother to solve [: }
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[x] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends. { social <3>
[ ] I barely have fun. { what is fun? }
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. { You are 50% emo. }

Childish
[ ] I am open to my parents. { noooooooooo way }
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy. { three counted? }
[x] I watch cartoons. { considered anime ? ♥ }
[x] I don't like watching horror movies. { i scare T-T }
[ ] I sleep with a night light. { whoa. waste sia }
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit. { EEEEW }
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[ ] I like being with my family relatives. { i prefer fwen[: }
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[ ] I've ran around the house in my underwear. { like omg? }
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. { You are 40% childish . }

2007-11-06T13:57:00.000-08:00

YOOO [:
todae jus updated with 4 new sonqs [:
Gotta qqo my own wae.
Because You Live .
Ke Ai .
&. I'm all about you.
hahaas .
i like the lyric frm the 'gotta go my own way'
hahaas.
Yarhs, SMILE ger SMILE [:
keke. kiex luhs. so sian. i qo call yue [:
call her. chatted for veh veh long.
then went to play audi with law didi .
&. this TOTALLY spoil my mood.
-TmD-SABBY and -TmD-Ash or wad luhs. who cares.
FCUK LARHS. KNNBCCB.
sabby. u jealous me and didi? ue lyke him u say luhs. wad mi and him PEI?!
KNN LUHS. DUMB GER SIA.
&. di. if this's the kinda ger ue lyke. suit urself.
i dun give a damn to this kinda fucking bitch.
argh. ruin my mood. sua luhs. dun care luhs.

2007-11-05T21:33:00.000-08:00

it's so sian.
jus make-ed fun of WEEWEE didi <3
awws it's fun.
it taught mi lots of things too.
LESSON ONE:
NEVER TO AFK IN MAPLE WHEN U NOE THERE's PPL HU HATE U.
LESSON TWO:
EVEN IF YOU'RE A GAY. THERE's NO NIID TO TELL EVERYONE <3
HAHAHAHA <3
okokaes.
later or tmr then continue post :D
TAs~

2007-11-04T19:00:00.000-08:00

wee. todae whole dae veh boring.
wake up then ie used comp luhs.
at first played with yue yue couple mode [:
fun luhs. though i keep lose T-T
Yue damn pro sehs luhs.
&. bbq bbq, ie noe ue alot assignments.
lac luhs. ie wun mind all this derhs.
after ur assignments then ue pei me lorhs.
anywaes now ie holidae. alot free time too [:
now currently reconnect-ing internet.
damn laggy sia. da video load so long derhs.
jus now watching romantic princess [:
kinda nice luhs. but since i'm bored. so no harm watching right?
hahaaas.
thenthen, nth much at home luhs. jus sit at comp lorhs.
angrii too !!!!
&. tralalalalas. it's so sian. go audi. no peepos ie wna play with online.
qo maple. see da monster also veh sian luhs.
althought my maple bl alot peepos on. mostly all training like HELL derhs lorhs.
but if they tok. really is lyke spamming luhs.
hahhas. ie really miss those ddaes.
kindergarden times really are the HAPPIEST time of myy life [:
ROARR. ie wna a timemachine. really in despo despo niid of one]:
so sian. why youtube cant load derhs? dun tell me ie have to restart comp.
awwwws. ie dowan =/
sian. ie miss yueyue. she nv msqq mi derhs.
but ie really really felt sorry for her. i, myself is sorry too.
about her parents. ie really have nothing much to sae or complain.
ie respect their decision derhs.
but uncle aunty, if u see this post. i wna tell ue.
i really really wna ur daughter as my fwen [:
i reall really will change jus for her.
i really hope ue will allow me to be yue's fwen.
REALLY REALLY !
hahaas. ie qo restart comp luhs.
TAs ~

2007-11-03T15:17:00.000-07:00

yooo :D
sorry to not posting for around 3 daes.
internet explorer was down [:
keke.
then ie spend my daes either chionging maple/ audi / msn.

&. i he hao with yue yue luhs [:
to yue:
although ur parents dislike me.
i still hope that we can be fwen[:
will really try hard to change.
^^

hmmms.
hahaas.
was in super good mood ohs.
jus now went to sg swimming club play badminton with yue and bel :D
fun luhs.
but ie duno how play. so veh diu lian.
-.-''
no shuai ge derh lorhs . *despo*
hahhs.
really hope can go out with them real real soon.
quite nth happen during this past 3 daes luhs.
hahaas :D
now ie redownloading all my stuff. so sian so sian T-T
qqo luhs :D

2007-10-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

One day, when the sand was calm and water was blue,
I saw many colours, in a bursting pink hue,
I couldnt draw my eyes away from the magnificant sight,
I felt as though I would grow wings and take flight.

I remember the rough sand brushing my toes,
I swam in the ocean and felt a bit childish but nobody knows,
I danced on the beach at night when no one was around,
and when I was too tired to dance anymore I fell to the ground.

I think about the times on the beach when I was in pure bliss,
Nothing to remind me of the terrible things that were in miss,
I was happy for the first time in my life,
Nothing could stop my happiness, not even a knife.

So when HE came along in all his glory,
HE made it clear HE didnt wanna hear my story,
HE thought my love for HIM was nothing but a crush,
and HE let my heart melt into nothing but mush.

I remember those days when I would watch him from a far,
HE hung out with the cool kids, like HE was some sort of star,
I was nothing to HIS high status, nothing but a lonely girl,
that's when it happened, it happened with such a wirl.

One moment the car was far away,
the next I was on the ground and asking HIM to stay,
HIS eyes were wide with shock,
and then HE said those three little words that made my nerves flock.

"I love you," HE said, like there was no tomorrow,
I wanted to say come with me, to my death, I wanted him to follow,
But then I saw saw the hate in HIS eyes,
HE was lying, a stomach full of lies.

I cried and cried, HE thought it was from the pain,
But it was because HE broken my heart until nothing remained,
I remember the last breathe I took,it was shuddering and bleak,
and with that I ended my life when my heart was weak.

2007-10-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

This little lavi is drawn by ;; ue know who [:

2007-10-30T20:32:00.000-07:00

Blahs,
Night time luhs, and it's so sian.
siying jus now msq mi ask me help her hunt things.
then as i'm so nice[:
ie helped her hunt the stuffs ler.
mwakakaka[:
then now like so sian lehs.
man, ie like this song x3s.
tmr maybe going out.
heard from carol, joan, shuting they all saying mr lim gona treat them pizza.
then ie wna go too[:
free stuff sehs.
&. ps if peepos dont like this new blogskin.
sorrie, dont mean to change.
But ie prefer this to my last time de.
tu di arhs, understand hor?
hahaaas.
kkaes. ie qqo see got any nice nice poem or wad to post marhs[:

Dont cry b'cos it's over ;;
Smile b'cos it happened.

2007-10-30T16:58:00.000-07:00

WOO[:
jus came back from white sands.
my cuzzie deondeon ;; leonleon
came to visit.
so rare hur.
Anywaes, leon ue grow taller luhs.
taller than me luhs, unfair sia.
btw, deon, ue look lyke a nerd[:
kaka :X
had a hard time changing my blogskin.
actually shuld be pink derhs.
changed to red[:
it's nicer, ain't it?
the song is actually last time my blog's song.
use again[:
haha. so sian.
todae in the morning;; played audi with tortoise.
To tortoise ;;
ue so noob dehs. ie win ue ohhs. wakakakaka :X
Sian orhs. ie duno wad to do now.
think ie qo play da NEWEST game that ie discovered ytd[:
TAs ~

2007-10-25T13:49:00.000-07:00

wooo :D
last day of my sec 2 sku dae xD
&&. todae is okok luhs :X
did sum spring cleaning,,
and damn fuck up luhs.
the table not mine lorhs.
belongs to sum bitches ders.
then is lyke SO DAMN DIRTY luhs.
all drawings derhs.
then they took my table.
drew on it too=/
FUCK sia.
keke ><"
so damn wad lorhs.
denn actually wan qqo comic shop.
budden in da end,,
bcos of those PRECIOUS stuff in my locker=/
cant qqo T-T
qqot books overdue wors.
kaka :X
Last dae,
alot ppl write notes to others marhs.
dhhen ie realise ie din receive a note from jinni,,
others receive.
so yeahs,
heard from my fwen;; joan
in jinni's blog,
she put there 8 peoples wun receive.
hahhs,
guess also can tell who is da 8 LUCKY people:D
yeahs,
ie quarrelled with her b4 marhs.
but who cares :D
budden,
shirley T-T
last dae luhs, still call me RAPIST=/
ie where got rape ue.
ue tell mi luhs ~~~
kaka :X
So Wu Liao.
sian,
ie really cant stand those people copying luhs.
da way ie tok,
da way i type words,
da name ie used.
why cant they jus be ORIGINAL.
suan luhs.
ie also nbms derhs luhs.
wanna copy mi that much,
feel free to copy:D
ie noe my stuff is da BEST :D
copy ba copy ba(:

ytd went maple,,
went in tortoise acc actually,
help hosy collect zhu tou ><"
dhhen i qqo shout
F> GHEY PARTNER !
kaka :D
dhhen hosy got one fwen call duno silver wad de.
sae he not interested=/
so sad luhs.
no people wan mi T-T
bwakakakaka :X
not dowan mi, is dowan tortoise :D
but hosy in da end ps mi T-T
went to pq=/
kaka:X
but tortoise quite popular wors.
login quite alot there
hi gary hi gary HI GARY!
=="
dhhen got this onion guy.
ie suan-ed him in guild:D
kakakakakakakakaka :X

sian luhs =/
ie qo in maple :D
audi TOOOO laq luhs T-T
RAWRRRR =\

2007-10-24T16:32:00.000-07:00

YOOOOOOOOOOO:D
keke :X
todae todae ;;
gona intro my new fwen ;; WALL :DDD
^^ v

{
hello wall :D
how are you ?
urms, me arhs.
i'm FINE :D .
ue ?
hahas,
that's funny wors :D
ue enjoy ur dae standing there marhs ?
wan sum sweet :D
wall wall :D
did ue recruit any member into da ANTI-BBQ club ?
kaka
}

tmr dhen tok to my ke ai de WALL :D
bleahs.
todae in sku is duno wad fair thingy.
my class did a VEH LAME spongebob=/
then at my duty that time.
kao those boys hu played luhs.
hit so HARD =/
hit till me summore ~.~
blarhs.
then actually duty onli 20 min.
but bcos SUM BITCHES,,
pon....
FCUK them luhs D:
kaka :X

sian.
was watching zombie loan,
dhen realise episode 12 dun hav T-T
sadddNESS =/
keke ><"
s0b.
todae is jus such a boring dae.

ohhs ya ytd.
madeline mei called me,
tell mi her justina with a taiji=/
ie actually wan help de luhs.
but i think her fwen duno that cheryl or sherly VEH XIA LAN=/
kip shout de=/
then da gal hor we tio-ed that one.
is 18 years old.
LAVONNE*
audi ign;; gal_90
l0ls.
she kip beng wei luhs.
say wad sio di yo de.
then ie call her ask.
she tell mi she beng wei.
&. she wad di tao she wun sae=/
is dun hav de luhs.
then then after a LONG chat=/
she called her DADDIE come call justina.
then conf in.
then her DADDIE first ting sae.
{ hello, i'm HAZEL's dad }
is lyke hu's hazel?
then is lyke da LAVONNE = HAZEL .
HAHHS. beng wei till lidat ==''
den den.
in da end ,
ie nice nice tok sae wd all she nid is sae a SORRY.
everything ok.
but she dowan.
so they meet out todae at pasir ris park.
&. i did not go.
WHO CARES ?!
=="'

is bcos madeline mei then i call de lorhs.
and i really hate that justina fwen.
my mei sae wan tio-ed her luhs.
kakakakaka :X
she's dead :33

kkaes luhs.
ie go continue my comic of the S.A te you sheng :D
^^

2007-10-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

WOOO:D
jus changed the song;;
and i added da lyric thingy:D
finally found da code for da 'click' thingy ><"

Todae in sku so sian lorhs.
nth to do derhs.
early in the morning i already veh bad mood luhs.
da SHORTY chua luhs.
make us sit down when the floor is so damn WET!
fcuk luhs.
Those sec 3 shuang lorhs.
that side floor not wet.
&. ARGH ,,
my skirt is lyke wet lyke HELL ~

&. todae is lyke nid to write bdae board.
and ie got HER* board.
ie simply jus put a HAPPY BDAE.
yeaps:D
and din write anything else.
kaka :D

Really sian orhs.
den den,
at around 9.45 got duno wad activity.
dhhen of cos,
me, joan, shuting, carol, sharmaine, and one more i duno de gal
pon luhs.
went to bookshop chat with da auntie :D
AWWWWWS,
she's so nice:D
><"
ie sent her a song ;;
she requested de.
l0ls. ie must go there often to visit that cute lil'ta auntie :D
^^

Then went to comic shop today,
so qiao see carol :D
l0ls.
dhen went to mei's sku fetch her.
she take damn long walk out de luhs=/
let mi wait so long.
damn tired todae lorhs.
oh ya,,
todae in sku also got this talk=/
then watch a movie call wad
" the misadventure of BOON"
i kinda hope da BOON = dr boon=/
l0ls.
BORING ~ de lorhs.
Came back home then i IMMEDIATELY sleep luhs =/
around 7pm then woke up.
gou zhu barhs :D
keke ><
sian:D
ie qo see can edit wad thingy luhs :D

2007-10-22T11:55:00.000-07:00

MOOOOO:X
now currenly at sku library.
with RETARDED siying & hong wen :D
&. ie cant login ebuddy:X
still need stay in school till 1pm=/
MOOOOO:X
nth to do de lorhs.
wonder y they still make us come to sku
when there's nth to do.
going die of boredom luhs=/

&.bbq is sick :D
and he pon-ed sku again :D
keke.
REST WELL wors :D
><"

really sian,
jus now at stadium watching bball match and captain ball match.
my class vs 2k.
den den ie think unfair de lorhs.
my class got sent out guys.
2K no guys playing :D
l0ls.
lata maybe going comic shop with siying.
ie wan borrow comic :D
and thus,
wun so sian luhs T-T
so ke lian de mi ~
at home owaes nth do.
wan play comp scare daddie sae ie play too long.
ytd jus reinstalled ghostonline:X
ie noe i'm being lame playing that.
but it's jus SOOOO damn sian.

went to claire's blog jus now.
really serves her right pei qi dowan tok to her.
anyways,
she betrayed her fwen wad.
but she posted until lyke she veh ke lian lidat lorhs.
wad fwen leave her.
crapp luhs :D
ohhs.
think her bf dumped her :D
YIPEEEE.
whoever da guy is ;; YOU MADE A GOOD CHOICE :D

hmmms.
now siying sitting beside mi.
duno typing wd type till so fast.
but i type faster.
haha ;D
she kinda dumb dumb dumb ohhs.
sitting beside mi dowan tok to mi.
go and spam forum scold me=/
ie noe luhs hosy:D
DEEEEEEEP in ur heart ue really hope willie fail his O de :D
it will SURELY come true :D
bwakakakakaka :D

answering to ur question:D
i'm typing a post.
a post is wad i write about wad happen each dae.
wad happen is dae is usually typed out by me in my post :D
and a post will be posted in my blog.
my blog is a web that is lyke my online diary.
my online diary is for ppl to view.
and for ppl to view is to let them leave their comment.
and to leave their comment is to make sure that they viewed my post :D
and a post is wad i write about wad happen each dae :D
*continue :D *

2007-10-21T17:45:00.000-07:00

SIAN=/
dOinqq sOme quiz now :D
there ans ;;

You Could Definitely Be a Vampire

Immortality, staying pretty forever, not having to get a job... you could definitely eat some flesh for these things.
It's not that you're a murderer by nature. In fact, you're probably the furthest thing from it.
However, if you woke up a vampire, you'd certainly be able to adapt and enjoy your new lifestyle.
There might not be much better than living forever, even if it means giving up your soul.

What you would like best about being a vampire: Being a total outsider

What you would like least about being a vampire: Other vampires

You Are Bad With Money

You're probably constantly broke - or you will be soon.
You spend like there's no tomorrow, and for you, tomorrow is looking pretty grim.
Put off some purchases, get out of debt, and stop living above your means.
You could be rich someday - but you need money to make money.

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

2007-10-21T15:29:00.000-07:00

keke;D
edited my blog,,
put da boxxy thinqqy on top,,
specially for me to WRITE CRAP ;D
woooo~
ie spent quite a hard time figuring da code=/
kaka :D

jus came out of audi,,
and totally no mood now.
&. I DUNO Y=/
jus now was playing dhhen i sae HER* online.
sueyNESS dhen same channel summore=/
budden,,
let's count ;;
me and her is lyke 3 months never talk luhs ?
yepp,
around there barhs:D
&. i'm actually FINE.
bwakakaka :D
ie DUN miss ue :D

changed my blog sonq:D
it's kinda cute,,
but after kip hearing also will sian-.-'
but ie lazy change lehs,
so currently jus let it remains here.
WEEEEEESLALALAAAS :D

bbqbbq;;
really sorry ohhs,,
duno why now keep moody moody de=/
sorry T-T
that time dao ue neba go find ue ><"
hahaas :D
&. good luck with ur cuzzie :D
bwakakakaka=/

2007-10-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

What type of vampire are you ? Your Result: evil vampire You are an evil vampire. Afflicted with your condition for harboring hate, or for seeking the disease. You use your powers to extremes for your own self pleasure. Prominent attributes are greed and hatred.
unsure vampire
good vampire

89%The guy you will fall for is...89%

The type of guy who is popular and rich. He is cute and funny, and well all girls want to have him for a boyfriend. but then again. they all want to be you! you will porbably find him with you, following you around.

2007-10-20T12:04:00.000-07:00

The Ice Cream Quiz ! Your Result: You are Chocolate! Yummmmm =) I Like Chocolate! it's lush!!! In Fact here's a recipe for chocolate ice cream!: Now, ice cream starts with a custard that is made from cream, sugar, eggs, and flavoring. Each ingredient contributes in some way to the ice cream's smooth texture and rich flavor. The amount of cream used and its butterfat content gives ice cream its rich and creamy taste. The next ingredient, sugar, gives the ice cream its smoothness. The eggs are necessary for smoothness and also gives the ice cream its nice color. The best results come when the custard is made the the night before and left in the refrigerator overnight to chill sufficiently before it is churned. It is important that the custard only fills your ice cream machine about half to two thirds full. This gives the custard enough room to expand while it freezes so you end up with an ice cream with a light texture and no graininess. As the ice cream is still quite soft once it has been churned in the machine, transfer it to a storage container and place it in the freezer for a few hours before serving. This also allows the flavors to mellow. Although I prefer to eat homemade ice cream the day it is made, it can be stored for a few weeks in the freezer. It will become quite hard after being frozen for any length of time so transfer it to the refrigerator to soften for about 30 minutes before serving.
You are Rocky Road!
You are Vanilla!
You are Choc Chip Cookie Dough!
You are Mint Choc Chip!
You are Strawberry!
You are Black Raspberry!
You are Tutti Frutti!

omg luhs, so hard to edit everything frm white to black=/

2007-10-20T12:01:00.000-07:00

Sian Sian =/
was mapling when da whole thing JUS lag =/
T-T 95% sehhs,,
cant lvl luhs =(
ie really really hate ppl hu copy luhs=/
copy MEOW~ simply have NO LIFE :D
be original ma,,

dhhen ie went in audi :D
played with DUSTBIN didi xD
bwakakaka ;;
ie win him :D
dhen ie sae HER* dar,,
play with him.
DAMN, hes a NOOB :D
kaka;;
sian so did sum quiz :D

2007-10-19T15:17:00.000-07:00

bwakakaka :D
felt sian so done sum quizz :D

What will you looks like as an anime character?
You are a lost soul who is suffering from depression having lost everything. You have psychic powers but dont use them much and you preferr not to fight. You dont trust anyone or let anyone get close to you, and yet you still protect your village with your powers and get the job done quickly. People think of you as the girl who needs to open up but you are too scared to do so because you feel you will lose them. Your powers sometimes get out of hand to a point where you cant control them and end up destroying things that are close to you. But in the end yo die very peacefully having served your purpose of protecting your people.

Are you emo?
your emo alright your the best kind of people even no u just want to kill yourself and what not your still pretty cool YOU ROCK x.x

Are you popular?
you are soooooo popular. Everyone wants to be like you! And alot of people want to destroy you!

How old will you live to ?
you will live to be 89 years old

SIANNESS=/
still qqot summore quizz de
but all is picture=S
lazii upload ><"
next time barhs :DDD

2007-10-19T14:59:00.000-07:00

&. sianness=/
kinda din qqo sku todae,,
dhhen mrs neo called me ask why-.-''
ie was lyke diao-ed.

&.carol really sorryy && thanks for forgiving me :D
u're really a GOOD pal :D
now maple 93%,,
but kinda not in a mood to go and chiong=/
haii ~
wad's rong with me ?!
WHAT THE FCUK IS RONG WITH ME ?!

&&. ytd was audi-ing with bbq ,,
and CHEERS for mi:D
ie won him,,
&&. for da 1st time,,
won him more than once :D
><"
happie happie :D
LOLOL=D
let me qqo find sum quiz and poem qqo do ba=/
so damn sian T-T

2007-10-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

We march through the world
With a sadness unknown.
We search and we search,
No feelings are shown.
Searching for something
We never will find.
Our feelings are torn,
Our eyes covered blind.
Don't miss us,
We're here.
Though we need you
We fear.
What we are looking for,
You will never know.
For you cannot have us,
Though we can't let go.
We carry the times
Of long gone alone.
It's we you've forgotten,
With your heart hardly shown.
Don't miss us,
We're here.
Though we need you
We fear.
You don't see us,
For we show our covers.
The pain in our hearts,
You will never discover.
It is all your fault,
You left us out cold.
You knew we were hurt,
Said we don't fit the mold.
Stop missing us,
We're still here,
No longer we need you,
For we have no fear.

2007-10-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

I sit here crying
Out in pain
As blood pours
From my veins
In my head
I hear the sound
My blood racing
My heart pounds
My vision blurs
Its hard to see
Who am I
Who can this be
Its gone too deep
I cant come back
Slowly as my world
Turns black
Its almost finished
Its almost done
Staring down this
Loaded gun
Slowly as I
Softly cry
Waiting for death
Waiting to die
The floor surround me
Covered in blood
I thought the bullet
Was a did
I lay there still
On the floor
My heart broken
My wrists soar

2007-10-18T11:21:00.000-07:00

How can you say I don't have a heart?
You're the one who ripped it apart.
Break me down until I fall.
Spent all my life, building this wall.
Knowing you would break it down.
Consumed in tears, ready to drown.
Empty smiles, left unnamed
broken pieces, left untamed
numb, and empty soul.
you will never make it hold
tattered wings, that you slit.
with each and every single hit.
Because of you, I forgot how to feel.
everything, is so surreal
Sometimes the things you said.
make me wonder if i'm dead.
You've been pushing me away all this while.
Can't you see past my fake smile.
fake and empty as my veins.
sometimes i have to make sure i still feel pain.
empty mirror , empty glass.
escaping from this hell at last

2007-10-18T11:11:00.000-07:00

Should i tell him how i feel
And risked my heart getting broke
How much i think i love him
So much i might choke
---------------------------
What if he doesn't care
What i have to say
Trying to find what to tell him
There might be an easier way
---------------------------
If i got the guts to tell him
What would i do if he doesn't care
I think life's ok
It's love that's not fair
---------------------------
Will my tears fall
Or will his fall
If i ever break down crying
Will he care at all
---------------------------
And if i tell him
Will i break others heart
If i would tell him
Will it all fall apart
---------------------------
How would he take it
Heck, how would i
I have to tell him
Before we say goodbye
---------------------------
I watch him walked by
And wonder if he sees me stare
I think of him once
And he's everywhere
--------------------------
He takes my breath away
But he doesn't know
Should i go with him
Or should i let him go
--------------------------
Should i give him to his beauty
Or should i go my own way
If i let him take my heart
Will him throw it away
-------------------------
I wonder what he would think
If i told him how i feel
Would he show me love
If my heart was unrevealed
-------------------------
So should i tell him how i feel
And risked getting my heart broke
If he said no
Will there be any hope?

2007-10-18T11:07:00.000-07:00

I sit by the window on a dark night,
I stare out at the stars in the moonlight,
I think about the time that has past by,
The pain comes to me and makes me cry,
You made me suffer, you made me play,
These awful games of fray and despair,
I wonder and wonder day and night,
of the decision i made, was it right?
After all the things you did to me,
could it be true?
i still had love for you i couldnt see,
You made me love and you made me hate,
All day i cried and for mercy i prayed,
You controlled my emotions .. i felt so trapped,
Like a dove in a metal cage,
Sometimes i felt like you're only mine,
Sometimes i felt i've lost track of time,
I tried to hold on but mypain lost control,
in the end i forced myself to let you go,
I still love you with all my heart,
But i dont want to come back to you,
and be again in the pain caught,
never imagined love could be such a rage,
and i would be writing my story on this page,
I trusted you and you made my world fall apart,
but still as i watched you go i got a broked heart.

2007-10-18T11:04:00.000-07:00

Broken
Shattered
Bleeding
Battered
Just one word says it all
Just one word, to describe my fall
Tears, hidden in the rain
That simple word is Pain

Broken inside
Shattered wide
Bleeding illusion
Battered confusion
Leave me alone!
Hold me tight!
I don't know, if I'll last the night
Go away!
No, please stay!

Broken dreams
Shattered screams
Bleeding mind
Battered kind
I need you, please say you care!
My weakened soul, left bare
Can you see them,
my every sin
All the dark secrets,
I've held within

Broken lies
Shattered skies
Bleeding heart
Battered apart

2007-10-18T10:52:00.000-07:00

mwakakaka=/
so sian><"
todae din qqo sku again :D
cos my mei din qqo sku,,
dhhen ie think ie also dowan qqo,,
slack at home RAWKKS :D

kaka :D
so sian ohs ><"
dhere's nth to do at home other than play comp lorhs =/
dying of boredom luhs ><
think ie qqo do sum quiz,,
find sum nice nice poem post :D

2007-10-17T11:14:00.000-07:00

TRALALALA:D
so sian=/
todae din qqo skuu ~.~

dhhen in da morning,,
carol was calling lyke siao luhhs=/
she TOTALLY woke mi up >=/

later still nid bring my maid qqo for checkup,,
so sian so siann,,
&&. da comic ie finish reading luhs :D
sooooooooo damnn niice luhs :D

book 11 FASTER out :D
hmmms=/
so sian so sian ><"
iie qqo create sum maple char + info :D
BWAKAKAKA :D

2007-10-16T22:25:00.000-07:00

WEELALAAS:D
todae's SHIRLEY bdae:D
happie bdae ohhs xD

kaka=/
actually,,
todae, it's also HER bdae
but ie simply dun care:D

actually,,
she lied.
she told RUI that she dowan mi ask a fwen,
cos she wanna study:D
dhhen,, after exam will talk to me again=/
the end?
haha,, she kinda mixing with those gals
dhhat i HATE=/
&& think that she's kinda copying da way ie talk all dhhat.

for example,
last time her LOL is like,
lolx, now is lyke l0ls,,
totally lyke MINE luhs =/

dhhen ie usually always use KEKE:X
she also starting using it=/

and that time she viewed my bloqq=/
i kast time put da title is && freedom is too precious to cage
dhhen she started using && in front of sentences she write=/

kinda no life luhs=/
hahaas:D
but ie dun carexD
ie is scare she an lian wo=/
so wan copy mi><"
gawdd=//
LOLLS xD
ohhs ya,,
ue noe her real name is XINPING,
budden noe she using YEYUE,
is lyke HELLO?!
she totally copied that name frm my mei's de luhs=/
my mei is YUYE ohhs.
-_-''

keke=/
but ue noe wad
even if she wanna ask mi be back her fwen
&&. da ans is now NO WAY BITCH;D
hahhs :D

jus now was in audi.
dhhen playing wibb bbq,,
play play play suddenly
NO MOOD=/
dhhen ie came out :D
kinda mad luhs=/
but ie duno y ohhs
T-T
WAD'S WRONG WITH ME ?!
=xx

hmmms,,
&&. YA.
i'm lyke TOTALLY addicted to da anime
D-GRAY MAN LUHS :DDD
gawddd ><''
faster more episode out out=/
hmmmmms,
10.35 luhs =/
iie qqo have my BEAUTY sleep:33
BWAKAKAKA :D

2007-10-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

l0ls =/
so lonqq neba post luhs :D
so kinda "created" these due to my SIANness:D

so niice right :D
me ohhs me ohhs ><" kaka=/ still qqot ><"

cant be viewed DUE TO ERROR=/

actually still qqot but ie dowan post luhs ><''
abit weird weird=/

2007-10-11T18:40:00.000-07:00

exams are OVER:D
yeahhs, it'sOVER !

:33
budden,
i'm SOOO afraid ie will do badly><"
hope barhs hope barhs=/
bwakakakaka -_-''
nth tuhh type =/
lalala TATAs :D

2007-10-04T21:45:00.000-07:00

hmmms,
lot of things happen in skuu todae=/

Firstly,
during 1st recess,
ie went down wibb carol dhemm luhs.
then ie queueing,
2 gals cut right INFRONT of mi,
dhhen at first ie sua luhs,
dun care dun care,
budden,
one of dhhem kip lyk diao my fwenn,
then lyke immitating her tok luhs,
cos carol lyke sa jiao-ing=/
dhhen ie spend quite some time looking at her,
finally buey ta han,
i EXPLODED,
&& scolded her=x

dhat 2 qqals,
last time got quarrel b4 duhs,
at tamp mall =/

keke,
dhhen after luhs when i qoing back to class,
dhhey sitting at bench=x
i walk past,
they ask my class && name,
i gladly gave them,
thenn give my no,
then got guys cut in,
GERALD luhs one of their names.

dhhen after they went to hav their test,
CURSE FAIL LUHS,
dhhen dhhen, went back to class,
ohh ya,
my mei qqot help,
one of they guys called my meii,
sae he DI YI TIONG de,
pls luhs,
wan fake gang pls noe how to choose?
di yi tiong ppl ie noe luhs.
qqo check
no such person.

hahhs,
fake gang serious de okkaes,
dhhen at 1pm,
after bell ring,
their test over luhs,
thhen i having lesson,
before teacher come,
they called mi,
tell mi qqo down.
i nicely tok sae now lesson anything settle after skuu.
they still shout in phone tell mi qqo down.
cos cher came,
ie hung phone,
put phone under table.

dhhen they came up,
but ie dun care luhs,
they kip call call call my phone,
then lyke whole table vibrating,
then i looked at my phone,
go press reject call.
going off my phone,
cher stood beside mi,
SNATCH MY PHONE.
THROW OUTA CLASS.
it's lyke FUCK UE LUHHS,
THROW MY PHONE FOR WAD ?!
MY STUFF LEHS ,
NOT URS,
SPOIL U PAY SIBO?!

dhhen after that,
wasnt listening in class luhs.
HATE HISTORY.

dhhen after that,
took my phone,
saw their msqq wriitenn:
come library now,
we here 3 zaborhs.

thenn i replied come up luhs,
then when they came up,
5 gals 6 boys i guess,
forget.

haha WTF?! 3 zarborhs?!
dhhen my mei called di yi tiong ppl come,
on da way luhs actually,
then in class quarrelled lyke HELL.
but ie got tuition,
daddie scold,
cant stay any longer,

arghhh ~.~
dhhen dhhen,
they dun let mi go luhs ,
say i hum ji all that,
i nice nice tok say tmr settle
ie not free todae.
haha they still ther !&#^%*!##!
SIANN LUHS !
dhhen daddie call,
then ie lyke dun care dun care them
then teacher saw wad happen,
came in==''
then cher pei mi outa skuu =x
keke .

dhhen dhhen,
jus now on phone wibb them
they vehh xia LAN laaaa=x
tmr maybe going out meet them.
at pasir ris,
wibb meimei luhs
maybe wei ji or xiao bai going.
not sure =xx
haii ~.~

BADD DAEE luhhs.
budden,

INKINK meimei =DDD
THANKKKYEEEEOOWWWWWWWWWWW for helping =DDD
mwarkhhs Lurbbe uue OWAES luhs :DD

keke=x
budden todae wad ie hate most not them,
is da CHER LUHs,
K`nn THROW MY PHONE...
><"
kkaes luhs
RELAC RELAC =x
qqo rest luhs =x

2007-10-01T21:14:00.000-07:00

&& TRALALA :D
jus came out of audi =x
bbq so bad,
kip bulli de norhs ><"
budden tqtq for pei-ing mwiie :DD
ur so niice :X

todae in skuu so siian narhhs,
get back lit,
sadd onli get a 15 =((
tot can get higher duhhs,
cos ie wrote quite alot :x
haii ~
next week exam luhs.
must JIAYOUS :DDD

ie kinda think she changed,
really changed alot:X
she now lyke vehh bitchy?
duno wad word to describe her,
now she seems lyke so far from me luhs =(

she said i influenced her,
well,
even if she's not with mi,
i still think she's still the same.
ahhh !
it's NOT my fault luhhs=x

Carrot told me about her d&t stuff,
she told mi that she did it all alone and SHE* din help her dehhs,
then SHE* told carrot to present it herself,
haii ~
ehhs if ue saw it can u lyke answer me...
Y U BECOME LIDAT ?!
i noe she can act lyke nothing happen and still tok to others including me,
but i really cant,
i tried and tried,
but whenever i looked at u,
i still feel sad, even if time pass,
even if the wound heals,
scar will remain there :D
and thanks for leaving the scar there:D
ue taught mi,
NOT to trust anyone.
THANK YOU SO MUCH :DD

hahhs, change topic change topic :D
todae quite okok luhs,
after skuu,
went to comic shop wibb THEM* norhs :D
keke. was fun luhhs:D
then went home=x
chat wibb bbq awhile :DD
keke=x todae cher din come=="
waste my time not going home =x
budden tmr got maths tuition,
is my homework done?
[[ recalling ]]

SHYTE !
haben ddo ><
iie qqo do luhhs :D

&& ie wun run away from love

2007-09-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

SIIAN,
tmr qqot skuu again
really hopee daat time during da zhong qiu wan hui
i SHULD HAV BURNT down da whole sku=x

budden da St.johns ppl each bring a fire xtinguisher,
so ie kinda think burning down da sku = IMPOSSIBLE =/
sadd><>
joan so bad teach me how to play =/
dhhen at da corner there got sum old men exercising
if ppl duno sure tot they ghost=x
there no light ohhs,
so dark
wonder how they can see =x

&& jus went out of audi :x
kip tio thrashed inside ><
&& bbq bbq sorriie hor=x
owaes sae wad hate uue hate uue =x
dun mean it de && uue shuld noe barhhs =x
keke; ii so NICE maa :D

sadd T-T
jus now ask hosy for her pass to change her couple memo
she die die oso dowan tell mwiie :x
ie is bcos no memo write dhhen one write her's de marhhs so xiao qii ><"
&& summore got tell bbq her pass de :x
neba tell mwiie :x
ii jealous luhhs =//

keke:x
dhhen tmr going comic shop with HOSY :DD
duno hu coming along :X
keke=x
it's another MISERABLE dae in skuu =/
ending at 3pm T-T
haii ~
hope dhhat tonight i can suddenly sick =x
dhhen tmr WEE LALAS ,
NO SKUU =x
hehh hehh =x

ohh yarhhs,
jus now i went maple hor:x
i so sian luhs )):
jiejiee call me DIDI =/
hmpf =x
l0llx ~.~''

kkaes luhhs,
ie nid to sleep arbo tmr wake up become panda luhs =x
mwarkhhs NIITE x33s

2007-09-29T12:25:00.000-07:00

&& tralalala
todae my ah ma's bdae,
all going her hse later ((:
but onli till 5pm dhhen hav to come backk)):

keke,
jus now went audi
*she online,
neba tok to her barhhs =x
haii ~
totally duno wad's rong wibb mii luhs )):

dhhen ytd went to comic shop withh,
CARROTx33s, SIYINGx33s, JOANx33s, HONGWENx33s
hahhs,
borrowedd 7 comic,
but joan borrowedd M18 comic sehhs -_-''
keke,
hao siiann ohhs ,
gtg out luhs =((

*pooooooooooooooooooooooooof*

2007-09-25T20:23:00.000-07:00

&&TRALALALA :D
it's another nice nice dae bax)
ehhs wait,
NOT nice><"

todae total qqot 4 test.
all so hard de lorhs.
haii ~

dhhen after that went comic shop again,
borrowed 5 comics xD finish reading luhs.
haii ~
ie so suey,
caught fluu ><><
ii qqo sleep suan luhhs .

BUHHBYEEE((:

2007-09-24T20:16:00.000-07:00

&& TRALALALA:D
changed a blogskinn,
totally PURPLEEEE ♡`

kaka♡`
siian tmr got 4 TEST ><"
maths, science, english and history x(
can die luhhs TT sad sad><"

haii,
really wan tok to her,
but......
no point baaa...

♡`went to borrow sum comic
withh CARROTT xD
kakaa,
yuan lai carrot lyke violence de comic=="
aii sehhs,
i see all da blood && killing.
i dowan see le ohs=x

kakaa,
hao le laaa,
go play luhhs .

♡`dhhatGIRL}} qing x33s

2007-09-18T14:21:00.000-07:00

&&BOOLALA,
now at comp lab,
watching duno wad crappy drama in korean de.
totally cant understand
&& worst,
cant see da subtitle
TT
sadd ohhs,
wan enjoy to watch also cant=x

lalala:D
i wan borrow more comicccc xDDD
blahh,
tmr got HCL test,
todae im gona chiong studying:D

CANNOT SLACK LUHS ;D
JIAYOUS xD

2007-09-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

&& TRALALAAS
hen sian ohhs .
todae actually got tuition.
but i kinda cancelled it:D

wanna rest so much><"
tireddT_T
hmmms,
tmr still got science testD:
chapter 6 && 7,
+ art test ~.~''
can die luhhs=x

planned to go to da comic shop to read read comic tmr:DD
ahhhas.
tell hu pei mwiie qqo lehhs ?

&&BOOLALALALAAAAAA,
dowan post luhs :DDD

SAYONARAAAA xD

2007-09-16T20:32:00.000-07:00

WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER
WHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVERWHATEVER

2007-09-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

i HATE my family .
&& this time i really mean it.

jus now was playing comp.
dhhen they* came back.
1st sentence,
u have been playing for more than EIGHT hours.
ue beta stop,
or else i surely throw that ting away.

i was thinking,
hello?!
EIGHT HOURS?!
they always assume de luhs.
haii ~
i really hate them

kinda unfair,
my sister owaes can use de.
no matter wad time,
or how long.

ME?!
dhhat time oso.
my mei went out.
then daddie came back.
scolded mi instead of her
sae wad i did not lyke look after her
let her go out.
& becoz when he came back
i was using comp
he immediately sae,
u SURELY IS BECOS u PLAYING.
so TOTALLY DONT CARE ABOUT HER.

ehhs .
now i kinda think,
they dont love mi at all luhs.
always my mei FIRST.
i HATE THEM.

&& i rmb that time,
da next time,
had a BIG QUARREL with daddie,
&& yepp, i was beaten up by him luhs.
and yaa, beaten up,
my mei even though wad she did was REALLY WRONG.
all she get was jus a SCOLDING.
mi?!

haaaas , everything's UNFAIR.
I HATE MY FAMILY LUHS .
&& ii really hate myself too:D

hahhhas .

2007-09-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

tralalas :DD

hen sian ohhs ><'' jus came outa audi. lyke no one on derhs )): saddness><"
hmmms,
well,
jus realise sth on thursdae.
she sorta deleted mwiie in audi luhs.
dhhen oso changed her nick.

&& ytd hor,
she really damn wad lorhs.
ming zhi dao my psp tio confis.
cant play.
she brought hers to skuu.
then was playing da audi game in front of me.
no nid hao lian right?!
ie also got wad.

u rich liao bu qi arhs.
i noe i cant be compared to ue luhs.
but my father once told me this b4.

{{
shang tian dui wo men dou shi gong pin de.
mei yi ge ren bing bu shi hen wan mei.
bi ru shuo.
yi ge ren you qian, you shi li.
ta ke neng mei yang mao, mei jian kang, huo zhe yi dian dou bu kuai le.
ke neng bing mei you peng you, suo yi gong jin qian lai mai peng you.
dan na bing bu shi zhen zheng de peng you.
yi ge ren jiu suan bu shi hen you qian,
dan ta ke neng you yang mao, you jian kang.
huo mei tian dou fei chang kai xin.
you hen duo peng you.
mei ge ren dou bu shi wan mei de.
}}

ii kinda dun quite understand at first.
but now i finally understand luhs :DD

so,
even thought it's hard to forget her now.
but i still gona move on.
life still nida continue.
even without her :DD
&&

QING ; JIAYOUS :DDD

2007-09-09T22:12:00.000-07:00

tralalas,
TMR SKU REOPEN LUHS.
arghhs,
can die le luhs.
ie REALLY hate skuu manii manii=x

haii~
siann norhs.
tmr after sku immendiately qqot tuition><' hao sadd ohhs. hohoho. =='' going madd luh=s

HOHOHOHOHOHO,
ie qo REST luhs.
TIRED && tmr early need wake up ><' NIITE

2007-09-08T10:38:00.000-07:00

tralala,
todae last dae of holidae luhs)):
still qqot tuition todae.
sad luhhs)):
last dae oso cannot spend nicely.
kkaes barhhs .
qtq out luhs.
((:

2007-08-31T20:46:00.000-07:00

hms,
todae last dae sku luhs,
dhhen da ONE week holidae begins,
haha [[ wonder wad to be happie about==" ]]

kkaes luhs,
ytd parents teachers conference,
&& ii noe totally wad that bitch done.

her parents went to complain said i influence her,
about her earholes.
her grade.
alot luhs,
i was wondering,
i had so much earholes,
she can chose NOT to follow right?
then hor,
in class,
she's owaes the first one hu tok to mi,
owaes the first one to ask mi out,
her grade deprove,
BLAME MI?!

FCUK her luhs,
i trust her so much told her alot of things,
guess wad she did,
told everything to the cher.

YA.
and that's wad she've done.
thats wad BEST FWEN do(:

and i think she's kinda sick too.
everytime we walk past a class.
she will lyke,
GAWD DID U SEE THAT,
THAT BOY LOOK AT MI,
at MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
is lyke a total WHATEVER.
how she noe da boy is looking at HER?!
haaas,
despo freak.

dhen she kip,
ahh i think that boy lyke mi,
he owaes look at mi de.

when in toilet,
ehhs,
my leg vehh big hor,
i treat her as a fwen luhs,
so i can rong ren her.

but wad she did to mi?!

last year,
sorry to sae that but she was a FAT ASS.
i went up to her,
when she got bullied i help her,
then ytd carol told mi,
she told her that actually frm last year,
she already dowan mi as a fwen luhs.
but duno y this year so close.
why?!
WAD EXACTLY DID I DO WRONG?!

dhhen, ying ting also mention that she said,
actually 1 mth ago,
she alry dislike mi le,
why don't she just say earlier?!
FCUK HER LUHS.

she said i changed.
hahhs
i asked my fwen.
they all sae is SHE CHANGED.
her skirt.
for example,
last year 30cm.
this year sure around 15cm.
she's lyke vainer this yr luhs.
almost every lesson TOILET.

ahhs,
ii think last time,
she's treating our fwenship jus lyke a game.
but,
i really treat her as a TRUE fwen.

ahhs,
maybe i jus cant find a fwen(:
well,
heed my advice;
DUN TRUST ANYONE; ESP UR FWEN(:

2007-08-28T17:14:00.000-07:00

hahhas,
was playing dress up,
and designing wibb bbq,
then designed alot of maple char,
here are some example:

this one ii focus on blue blue de,
cute hor=xx

this one ie focus on red red,
but hat cant find red de lehs,
so ie put this angel wing wing,
cute ba=33

this one ie focus on purple,
hms, okok luhs,
i think da devil wing wing hat kinda cute =P

this one designed by bbq,
name bbq,
ie think he designing his own char ohhs,
but cute cute xD

this one also designed by bbq,
a cute lil'ta sin qqal =xx

muahahaas,
this 3 qqals are designed byMEEE
focus on purple derhhs=xx

2007-08-28T14:35:00.000-07:00

lalala,
jus reach home,
da rain so big luhhs,
me and carol ran in the rain until...
we lyke DRENCHED CHICKEN luhs,
also known as luo tang ji<3

ahahhs,
todae in sku also nth much luhs,
jus had compo test lorhs,
dhhen dhhen da topic ie chose,
JI KAO SHI DE QIAN YE.

so damn hard to write,
so i choose to write nothing but CRAP,
todae, alvina din tok to mi at all,
haii,
but QING JIAYOU,
ue will get used to it de ^^

hahhas,
alvina,
u're OUT OF MY LIFE.

carol and joan___MUCHLOVE*

kkaes barhs,
ie qqo do my own stuff=33

2007-08-27T15:01:00.000-07:00

haha.
todae actually woke up at 5.30am.
dhhen prepare qqo skuu.
reached sku, found out alvina changed her seat.
to quite far luhs.
dhhen ie qqo to my seat, found out dhhat da table not mine.
dhhen ie jus stone dere lorhs.
dhhen duno yy suddenly feel lyke crying,
so i ran out,
call my dad and tell him to fetch me.

dhhen on the car, i could not control le la.
then started crying.
reach home then jus lock myself in room.
ie really don't know what's going on in school.
it's lyke,
ie did not qo sku last week,
and todae i qqo,
i lost a fwen,
my BEST fwen):

haii,
nbms barhs,
dhhen jus now carol called mi,
telling me alvina isn't gu yi dao me de,
is because her parents saw my msqq i sent her on thursday,
then threaten her if she reply or contact mi,
gona confiscate her stuff.

ie was thinking,
did i do anything to her parents?
y did they hate me so much?

haii,
and wad i really dun belief is that,
alvina,
she said that she onli wan to remain fwens,
as in only classmate kinda fwen with me,
im totally hurt...

well,
TO ALVINA:
kkaes barhhs,
if eva ue see this msqq,
i really wana apologise if i did anything rong,
and i think it's really the end of out best best fwenship luhs,
i zun zhong ur decision ba,
afterall,
they are ur parents(:

yarhhs,
that's all i wana sae barhs.
really no mood to blog le):

tmr sku oso got exam,
hope this wun affect my results(:

JIAYOUS BA QING(:

2007-08-24T21:44:00.000-07:00

{ Firsts ` }
1. Fell in love; wad is exactly is love?
2. Lost someone close to you; hmms, yepp:D jus recently:DD
3. Drank alcohol; urms, how can me a good lil'ta gurl do that? =3
4. Smoked; urms, when i'm DEADx(
5. Got kissed; *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
6. Went to the hospital; duhh? who din qqo to a hosp b4?
7. Got your heart broken?; urms, lots of time[:
8. Lost a pet; urms, lost but FOUND:DD
9. Got arrested; ohhs NOOOOOOO=3
11. Broken a bone; woo, gona try it out :D
12. Got a job; urms, i dun nid cash =P
13. Got cheated; is getting betrayed considered?
14. Rode the city bus alone?; plenty of time[:
15. Went to a concert/pub/disco?; hms, i'm underage):
17. Got a cell phone; hms, when i was primary 3?
18. Snuck out of the house; tried, got stuck on the gate):
19. Drove a car; BANGG(:
20. Fighting in school; ohhs, nonono(: i'm one qqood qqal
21. Your 1st brutal fighting??; will be da one killing ue(:
22. How old are you now?; CRAZY fourteen(:

{ A - Z Qns }
[A] - AVAILABLE?- duhh, ya
[B] - BIRTHDAY?- ONETWO*ZEROFOUR*NINETHREE(:
[C] - CRUSHING?- feel lyke crushing ue?
[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD?- water, ya, jus water(:
[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?- MY doqq
[F] - FAVORITE COLORS?- addicted to PURPLE(:
[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?- any CANDY(:
[H] - HOMETOWN?- lalaLANDx]
[I] - ILL?- yepps, 3 weeks luhhs):
[J] - JUGGLE- hate it:X
[K] - KILLED SOMEONE?- first person to murder; UE
[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE?- car ride? aeroplane can(:?
[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR?- hate milkshake:X
[N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?- ONE irritating mei):
[O] - ONE WISH?- i wish for ue to DISAPPEAR(:
[P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST?- urms, bingqian?:X
[Q] - QUEER?- wad's that?
[R] - REASON TO SMILE?- when i qqot my daddie's credit card:D
[S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?- sound of my dream(:
[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING?- 5am, went back to sleep again
[U] - UNDERWEAR?- LAMEEEE luhhs
[V] - VERY HUNGRY?- yepps, dun remind me of that
[W] - WORST HABIT?- LAZIness
[X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?- TWO barhs
[Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MSN?- lazy to count lehs;D
[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN?- make a guess?

{ 2 years }
//2 years ago//
1. How old were you? TWELVEE
2. Where did you go to school? NANchiauPRIMARYschool
3. Where did you work? underage
4. Where did you live? PASIRris
5. Where did you hang out? MALLS
6. Did you wear glasses? urms, contact?
7. Who was your best friend(s)? joanne, until she betrayed me
8. How many piercings did you have? qqood qqal, 1 pair(:
9. What car did you drive? toy cars(:
10. Had you been to a real party? urms, wad ue mean by real?
11. Had You had your heart broken? nOpe
12. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? HAPPILY single(:

//. 1 year ago//
1. How old were you? SWEET thirteen
2. Where did you go to school? ANGLICANhigh
3. Where did you work? JOBless
4. Where did you live? PASIRris
5. Where did you hang out? TOILETS, MALL
6. Did you wear glasses? CONTACT
7. Who were your best friends? LOTS, PLENTY
8. Who was your crush? MYSELF(:
9. How many tattoos did you have? ZERO
10. How many piercings did you have? SEVEN(:
11. What car did you drive? TOYcars
12. Had your heart broken? nOpe
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? TAKENN(:

//. TODAY .//
1. How old are you.? CRAZY fourteen(:
2. Where do you work? JOBless
3. Where do you live? PASIRris
4. Do you wear glasses ? CONTACT
5. Who are your best friends? PLENTY, many(:
6. Do you talk to your old friends? like duh, i miss 'em luhhs ):
7. How many piercings do you have? NINE
8. How many tattoos? ZERO
9. What kind of car do you have? TOYcars!
10. Has you heart been broken ? YEPPS
11. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

2007-08-24T18:02:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER QUIZ:D

1) what is the phone brand?
SONYericsson:D

2) what are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
327

3) what does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
'ue like can le lol' by BINGqian:D

4) who's the first person who comes up after the letter M?
MADELINEmeimei__MUCHLOVES*

5) who's the last person you rang?
DADDIIE:D

6) who was your last missed call from?
DADDIE daREN:D

7) who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
DADDIIIE:DDDD

8) what does the last message in your inbox say?
*censoredd:D*

9) who comes up after J?
JASONuncle

10) go to your sent items - what does the 10th message say?
err, ie kinda deleted it:X

11) who's the 4th person who comes up after S?
SHARMAINE:D

12) who's your network provider?
SINGTEL

13) how many messages are currently in your inbox?
left bout 50 ba(:

14) what do you have as your background?
a COUPLE sitting on a bench, aww, so sweet(:

15) who is the second person who comes up after R?
RUYING

16) who do you have on speed dial 3?
ie din put anyOne on speed dial:D

17) if you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
err, wad's that?

18) who's the first person who comes up after C?
CAROL__MUCHLOVES*

19) how many bars of signal do you currently have?
TWOO:D

20) what do you have as your main ringtone?
LOVE TOY vs TAKE ME(:

2007-08-24T14:54:00.000-07:00

AHH,
qqona die anytime,
so found myself a quiz:

about guys. state if it's a turn OFF, ON or DM(doesn't matter).

taller than you: [ON] it's kinda weird walking with a guy shorter than ue:D
shorter than you: [OFF] refer to above
wears braces: [OFF] hms, dun ask me why:X
dresses ghetto: [DM]
dresses gothic: [DM]
has blue eyes: [DM] ie dun really care bout eye colour
has green eyes: [DM]
has hazel eyes: [DM]
has brown eyes: [DM]
drinks alcohol: [OFF] a strict NONO(:
wears glasses: [DM] cos it's either a case of smartness, or bad eyesight(:
smokes: [OFF] gawd, the breath stinks =S
plays sports: [DM]
smiles a lot: [DM]it can either be FREAKY, or FRIENDLY(:
calls just to say HI: [ON]
compliments you: [ON]
likes to talk: [ON] we can da CHIT-CHAT couple(:
shy and quiet: [OFF]
good dancer: [DM]ie oso duno how to dance ma):
wears jewelry: [DM]
smiles when you walk into the room: [ON]
has brown hair: [DM] hair colour; ie dun care;D
has black hair: [DM]
has blonde hair: [DM]
has red hair: [DM]
makeup: [OFF]
can make you laugh at any given moment: [ON]
loyal: [ON] like, duh?
laid back: [DM]
plays guitar: [DM]
plays piano: [DM]
plays drums: [DM]
sing: [DM] as long as it's not horrible;D
he's buff: [DM]
easily jealous: [OFF]
doesn't eat meat: [OFF]
has a tattoo: [DM] so what?
has a lip ring: [DM] that can either be HOT, or DISGUSTING;D
has a tongue ring: [DM]

2007-08-24T14:50:00.000-07:00

hmmms.
new blog skins,
ii noe it's kinda messy but nbms luhhs (:

hahaas.
hen siian ohhs,
lonqq time neba qqo sku luhhs,
da movie ytd was BORING~
sleeping at home da whole dae is so...

ii really "miss" sku ohhs.
was afraid of my lit luhhs,
da cher sux norhs.
&&ieHATEherLUHHS =S

my maple archer finally lvl 20 luhhs,
ytd bingqian went to change his hair to da kerning de.
&&it is so CUTEE luhhs ;D
wonder whardd hair shuld ii change to...
any suggestions?
hahaas x]]

kkaes luhhs,
qqo maple train train awhile.
ii wan faster lvl :D

BUHHBYEE(: